By JC
I had gastric pain few days ago, and I suspect it's the food I ate. The
pain was a score of seven out of ten. My first reaction was to take pain
killers. After taking pain killers and one hour later, the pain
intensified. At that time, as I was doing quiet time, the Lord asked me
why I'm trying to do something that He has already done for me. I did
not understand what He meant. Then I remembered myself taking the
painkillers for the reason of getting myself healed. So i changed to
taking healing communion and confessing that I'm already healed. The
pain was still there though, so I went to sleep. After I woke up, the
pain was gone. And I reflect on the times on simple things I did to get
the blessing that God already gave. Like I eat because I think I can put
on weight, for health. But then I think again, it probably does not
work this way. Because
health comes from God, and He gave it to us at the Cross. I have seen
people who try to eat, but whatever they eat, they vomit. They do not
have the health. So i sense, that health was already given at the Cross.
So I do not eat to be healthy, yet I eat, because God has given me
health. There are people who could not eat because they do not have the
blessing of health. And because God give me health, I can eat and know
that I am already healthy, and God keeps me. Its about changing mindset,
and God help me repent to see whatever I need from the perspective of
the Cross. So now by HIs Grace, I do things not because I do not have or
want to get it, but rather, I do it because God has already given, and
when He has given, I have the confidence to do. I am still not there
yet, and I need God to guide me for the whole of my life, because I
alone am weak.
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