Sharing by JC
I can never understand how much Jesus loves me, how much my Heavenly
Father loves me, till I read the scriptures and when the Holy Spirit
opens my eyes. My daughter had that excruciating pain at her knee cap
again. It's the 2nd time. I was reading a devotion when she came out
limping to me and moaning in pain. So I became nervous. It was the same
symptom, her knee cap felt warm and pain when I touched it, she could
not straighten her leg, that same accumulating of fluid around her knee
cap and that small knee cap bone moving around the frontal part of her
knee when I touched it gently. And there I was, nervous, fussing over
her knee, and fear got the better of me. I imagine myself taking money
out to bring her to the Dr, and all the xrays, and difficulty walking
would mean a knee support, all that money. I think and think. Until I
ask her to go sit down while I
continued with my devotion reading. But she told me she wanted to try
walk to the bathroom and bath. I just don't care what she's doing
anymore, even when she said she wanted to walk to the bathroom. I mean,
bathroom and water, and then what if she falls down. Most parents would
not do that, but I was nervous, and the more I see her condition, the
more I become nervous, so I decide to sit down and continue with my
reading. I was reading Luke 5:23,
Jesus says " Your sins are forgiven you." As I meditated on that, I
kept thinking of the word " forgiven ". Last time I thought ' forgiven '
is a very common word, so I make light of that word. But as I meditated
on it, I realized that everyday I make so many mistakes. And EVERY OF
MY MISTAKES ALL FORGIVEN. Not only that, God must be so good, I make
1001 mistakes, God says never mind, and still treats me so good. It's an
act of HIs love for me! I mean, after doing so many so many mistakes,
God says I have
been forgiven, only someone who really and truly loves me can say that!
I have a problem with forgiving people myself sometimes, and if such a
person makes me angry every time, and every time I forgive that person,
that person must be someone I really love, and because I love that
person so much, I just willing to overlook all the mistakes! The only
person I can think of to do such thing is my daughter and husband, but
even then they make my blood boil sometimes. So I thought, God must really
truly love me so much! And at that time, I realized that He loves me, so
definitely He will do good for me. As I kept thinking about His love, I
noticed that my daughter stopped moaning. So I went to check on her. To
my surprise, she was standing properly. And she told me the pain
suddenly just disappeared when she was bathing. And it daunt on me that,
WHEN I REALIZE HOW MUCH GOD LOVES ME, THE MIRACLE COMES. So other
things suddenly don't matter anymore. All I need to do
is realize God loves me, and all the other things come in place.
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